DWC Ambassador Kendall Hadley On The Mental Challenges Of Injury
By Kendall Hadley, DWC Ambassador
Pronunciation: Can-doll Had-lee | Pronouns: she/her
Overcoming the physical and mental challenges of my injury was one of the hardest things I have gone through as a dancer.
In both 7th grade and my sophomore year of high school, I dislocated my knee during dance class. The first time I came out of a jump and landed poorly and sat out for four months. The second time my pointe shoe slid out from under me and I sat out for six months.
As a dancer I’ve become accustomed to relying on my body to perform as it needs to as long as I take care of it. My injuries were both sudden, unpredictable, and devastating. I could no longer count on my body the way I used to. I had to rely on crutches to walk, and others to be kind enough to help me with simple tasks such as opening the door. During this time I had to repair the physical and mental relationship of my body during the time of my injury, and long after my recovery.
While tedious, my physical recovery is essential to my healing, and it still benefits me today. Having back-to-back doctors and physical therapy appointments was time consuming, but I also learned more about my body in that time than I ever had before. Finding a physical therapist that was supportive as well as knowledgeable of my recovery process was extremely helpful in my recovery. It’s important that your physical therapist knows you are returning to dance, not just to recreational activity. Dance is a physically demanding sport that requires strength and endurance. I had to advocate for myself and explain the physical demands that were required for my sport were not simple. My physical therapist and I both worked to develop a routine that would help me return to my regular dance activity.
After months of hard work, rest, and truly listening to my body I was able to slowly return to taking class. After my second injury I encountered many more mental obstacles than physical. I no longer trusted my body. I was always psyching myself out from trying new movements, compared myself to others, and encountered anxiety within the classroom.
Anytime I was introduced to new movements I encountered anxiety. Fearing re-injury, I found I was holding myself back in dance and wasn’t pushing myself. This stunted my growth as a dancer. I had to learn to overcome these physical and mental obstacles overtime.
The things that really aided me on me journey to mental recovery:
-Go to your dance classes and take notes
I know it can be hard to watch your friends get to dance and not be able to join them, but this will help you learn by watching and remembering your terminology. It also shows that you genuinely want to be there and your instructors will see that.
-Know the difference between pain and discomfort
This requires an elevated awareness of your body that not many people possess. There is a difference between doing something your body isn’t used to and dancing through pain. Learn what is your body entering new territory and what is your body’s way of saying it needs a break.
-Take care of your body
Beyond the doctors appointments and dance classes, there is so much you can do to take care of your body. The little things like cold showers or warm baths make all the difference. Take time to ice your feet, warmup, roll out, stretch, meditate, and do everything your body needs to before hitting the dance floor.
-Be patient with yourself
Being a dancer you require a lot from your body. Understanding that your body needs the time to work up to what it once was is difficult. I have found that in some ways my injury has made me stronger as a dancer and I go into dance with an appreciation for my body and what it is allowing me to do. It may take some time before your body is dancing at the level it used to, but you may be a better dancer because of it.
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